PoStInG, pOsTeD

So I haven't posted in a while! Therefore I decided to post something. I am not worried about it being crap like the rest of y'all. Just cause i don't care about what yall think about my writing. It just doesn't matter to me.
So yeah here i go, and goes nothing. So lately i have been up to no good. Doing absolutly nothing but homework and studying for final tests for the end of the semester. I like to post stuff once in a while, but today I happen to have nothing to do. Its fun, feels great and i enjoy the leisure. As you can see, i don't really care about my typing properness today. ususally i just fix every thing, but not today (zurg: toy story 2 i believe). I will just post and just have fun and not care. I like music theory and feel like being random. I love playing the piano. its fun. Right now, I just have nothing to do.

So yeah i am gonna ditch y'all for the piano and practice. See if I can break my alltime record of 7hrs and 48mins, was it? Yes it was if my memory serves me right. See y'all later!(well i will post later...)
Hahahah now you know why people tell me to shut-up! :P`~
That's not always true... you do know that there are people who think that they can sing, but in reality can't. So they make a fool of them selves and then there are people who can sing but are afraid to sing, and they never give it that chance to sing for anyone. I'm just wondering if my Dad is biaesed, or not. It always has made me wonder. People in the past have made fun of my singing. to the point where i am scared to sing. i love doing it, but am to scared. I mean to me, there is nothing like singing to me in the whole world. Nothing can compare. Nothing at all that I have right now, atleast... But Singing makes me happier than anything else has ever made me happy. words can't even describe how happy it makes me....

Hahahah now you know why people tell me to shut-up! :P`~

My first time setting my own New Year's resolution goals.

Ok, Ok, Ok, Ok! I will set my goals. Since everyone else seems to think that its a good idea, and have made a habbit of it. I guess I will. Although every time I have tried before, I have failed. I just guess that I am not that diligent in self discipline...:(

GOAL #1: Go on a first date.
I just turned 16 this last year, so I would like to go on a date. Like a real one.
GOAL #2: Actually perform in the Solo/Ensamble Festival.
I hate to admit it, I'm scared to. If I did, it would be me singing. My dad says that would get some where with it. Not just fail at District. I am still debating weather it is a real talent or not. As you can see, I don't know if the people telling me are telling me the truth. Do I have a good voice or not? is my dad biased? is he just saying that to make me feel good? do i have a terrible voice or not?
GOAL #3:Be more diligent in my scripture study.
GOAL #4: Talk with more people.
GOAL #5: Laugh more. Gain a sense of humor.
GOAL #6: Smile more.
GOAL #7: Study more for my tests. I get good grades, but I don't study as much as I should.
GOAL #8: Make more friends. I have lots of sophmore friends, but I could use some friends in other grades. :D
GOAL #9: Don't gain 10 more pounds this year. I gain about 10 pounds every school year, but I don't want to this year. I like where I am, don't want to gain or loose.
GOAL#10: Get over my fear when I have to sing. I always question my 'talent' (if thats what you call it) when someone or something asks me to sing for them. I love singing, but I have a hard time doing it to my best ability cause fear gets in the way. I don't know if its just me and my lack of self confidence or me being blind. Which is it?

Well those are my goals for the year. :D see ya'll later.
Hahahah now you know why people tell me to shut-up! :P`~